Out of Beans
December 26, 2006
Damn, I’m really tired and don’t know why. I’ve been going to sleep early and waking up around 7am again over the last few days, instead of sometime in the afternoon, but that seems to be as a result of my tiredness, not the cause.
I can’t seem to stay up more than about 8 or 10 hours without flaking out. Is it just me? Is it the wintry weather? It’s surprisingly chilly outside.
I did think there was something wrong with me last week – thought I had a ear infection coming on, but it went away before it really got going.
Maybe it’s the winding down thing. I’ve been working so hard to catch up and keep up with things lately. I stopped for Christmas, and when I stop, I drop.
My last post probably is a testament to my weariness at the moment. I read it back and realised how fucked I sound.
Oh well, lots to do, but I’m not fighting it.
Update: Ah, yes, hmm. The IBS has been going through a particularly bad phase lately and that wipes me out when it’s at its worst. I just got reminded of that. You don’t wanna know!